My new resolutions

The new year gets closer, I'd still like not ready yet, each person has the habit of planting new resolutions for the new year, but to me still not ready for it all, I'm like stuck by memories of the past, very difficult for me to forget it all, happy sometimes sad Severe nice up and down, hard and fun, all that for me is very sweet, the truely, not a matter of a barrier, what makes me stuck was a woman who I will not forget it forever, she was great for me, The best for me, and I really love her, that makes me stuck in the new year resolution, normally I would plant new resolutions every year and forget the right things in the past, but this time I am unable to do so, and not I do not want to do so, but I can not very difficult, maybe this is what I will not forget it forever, but I still wanted a new life, I want my life brand new, everything new, but I do not want to carry memories of the past in my new life I hope the past does not affect the right of life recently, because I love the memories of the past, all because of her. i'll keep that memo